Posted Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 11:18 PM by User
Friday, Last day of sch, and i didnt go. So wasted cannn. Oh btw, it's shafiq's bday!
Happy birthday Shafiq! You're so cute ! (: One year older, grow up kay! :D
Stayed at home all day, didnt go for pm. D: I thot tmr was sergeant test, so went to study all those difficult ones. Like urgh, turn out it's not. Reporting 8am tmr. ):
Saturday,
Phew! It's th last day of Hit Course, like finally! 1 down, 2 more to go. :D
Reached sch, ran 10 rounds due to those people who came late. And it turned out to be a misunderstanding and stuffs. Managed to keep up th standard but got so dizzy after the run. Damn shag. I cant stand straight when falling in and the feeling was terrible. Almost vomited.
Did cip. Went ard th block and collected newspaper. It was so fun and i love it. (: Yiting's my chocolate now cause i loveeeee chocolate. :D Back to sch, went to Kfc to have my lunch with Dion, Pak keng and Samuel. It's Dion's treat! 2 PIECE CHICKEN MEAL! Oh btw, thanks Pak keng, Samuel and Dion for teaching me th commands and stuffs, hawhaw. :D Aftdht was th test. ThankGod i had an hour to memorize and learn all the commands. So yea, although there's some kind of nervousness in me, i still managed to say out all the commands. Time flies. It was 6+ to 7pm and before we realised it, th sky was alr dark. It's raining and i love the feeling cause it's so cooling. :D To inter with SooHwa, Pak keng and Dion. Bused back with Dion, Pak keng, Shawnn and Timothy.
Rushed back home and changed before going to Escape for halloween with Nengyan, Eloys and her friends. Eloys and co.waited for me for so longgggggg! SORRYYYYYY. :D Cabbed down and it's so crowded there. Didnt really enjoy myself cause we queued for so long just to play one game. To arcade, thn to mac. Eloys came aftdht. Cam-whored :D and bused home. Reached home at ard 1+am. Im so worn out for the day.
Love,
Graceee love,
Urgh,
Love,
Posted Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 10:06 PM by User
Ytd,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANGZHEN! :DDDDDD Some words are not meant to be said, as long as you know it's in my heart can alr. hahah. :>
Had talks and stuffs. Got back level and class position. ): To canteen with Xw, chged, and went for np training. It worn me out.
Met Clarence at tamp mrt station, thn Marcus came. Marcus alighted at Simei while Clarence alighted at Tanah Merah and i, at City hall. So blessed by th word. I like. :D Supposed to train back with Samuel to tamp, but went to have kfc with the rest instead. On th phone with Nengyan and he's seriously making my toes laugh. :D Trained back to tamp at ard 10+. Bused home and had a nice nice talk with Qifeng! (:
Today, Sch-ed, had music and maths programme and stuffs. Spent our whole day in th comp lab. Thumbs up. :D Aft sch, had fun with Jaryl! He's so funny! :D Thn PTC. My father is just so discouraging. >: Btw, results is just too horrifying. Couldn't even get into the class i want. -.- D:
Tcher said, "If you never dig such a big hole for yourself during mid year, you could have got better results now. Now th hole is so big that even if you do very well for EOY, you still cant pull up your marks." Me: Speechless.
Aftdht, went to th toilet with Cherlyn and Ariel and spent so long taking photos. Uh oh. Late for training. Nvm. Had written test, SIANXZXZX! I memorized the whole npcc march and pledge and whn i was going to write down th march, i suddenly forgot the lyrics. -.- But in th midst of it, th NCOs came to help us with th papers and gave such obvious ans! Like, Paper: "What's th degree of pole 1 from pole 2?" NCOs, "Eherm. 360 divide by 3." Haaaaaa.
Aft training, went to find Cherlyn and the rest. Had fun and homed.
Your day is affected by your mood, and your mood is affected by your heart.
Posted Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 2:36 AM by User
2.33am,
pop pop pop pop look at my sexy lollipopp pop pop pop pop that keeps you rock rock rock rock so let's pop pop pop pop. 0.0 ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ! So boring! I dont like!
Updates for Monday: So sch ended early. :D Had some kind of forum stuffs and i like. It's so funnnnnny. :D Was doing my reflection of a thousand words. People who are looking at me will know that im fuming with fire and frustration and hatred and anger and whatever you can name. I wrote it full on an A4 size page. So got back my hp, (for what it seems like a century) -> Wt. :D Out of sch with Xinwei, Weiteng and Simin. Had rice with black pepper chicken while wt had it with pork. Went to walk walk, thn to void deck to meet Clarence to play block catching. We are all childhood deprived. (: So yea, Clarence and his friends reached. Played color catching, blindmices (eww), block hide-n-seek! It was so fun and exciting and im th last to get caught. (: Ariel reached. Ck reached. Wt, Simin and Clarence friends leave. Chatted under th void deck. And chingkiat nv win me in arguement okie! :x Ck leave, continued talking, till 7+. Walked to inter and saw James! :D So long nv see him alr. He kept suaning me. -.- Bused home with Clarence. :D Tuesday, Slept from 8+pm ytd till today 12+pm. 16 hrs, i counted. :D That's to make up for the lack of sleep the past few days. So woke up, used com, out to meet Simin, Weiteng and Ariel. :D Im earlier than Ariel and it's not a miracle. Watched 'my sister keeper'. It was quite average and it wasnt so touching as how i thought. But Wt cried. She's th emotional one. :D Thn went to lao chen ji and got my curry puff and yam cake, thn to T1 rooftop and cam-whored. Yayyyy i like and we took tons of pictures, although it's kind of tiring. Wt left and went to mac with Simin and Ariel aftdht. Played with Simin's I touch and it's so nice, although it's lame. Ha. To inter with Ariel and home. Aww for sch tmr cause i got npcc training! That's th thing i hate most. And we are wearing full uniform! What's worse is that i'm having training on Thursday and Saturday and next Tuesday also! It's till 6 btw. -.-
P.s/ I haven prepare my npcc stuffs for tmr. And and, more and more ppl are creating blogs!
I center-parting for so many shots! D:
Posted Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 3:21 AM by User
It's either we balance or we fall,
It's been 5 days and im still surviving.
3.22am, Im suffering from insomnia and i can only slp only at 5+ in th morning. Woke up at 3+pm and met up with Ariel at 5+pm. Went to bugis and shop for stuffs. I spent so much that now my pocket has a hole. I think that's how i manage myself when im moody.
Ariel came to my hse aftdht, continuing th stuffs we did ytd. Had fun. She leave at 11.
If what people think affects your views on our friendship and cause all these unnecessary unhappiness, i guess i have to think how much our friendship is worth. You come and leave, without thinking how i feel. I hate you the most. You are the one that i trusted most and now you are the one who hurt me the most. How sweet it is when you said you miss me. Blame me on my foolishness. D:
Posted Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 11:37 PM by User
I shall post a proper post. It's no use continue to be upset over things that cannot be change. Or maybe. I didnt go for service, and for the first time, without reasons that i think is valid. Massive headache. Environmental stress. Emotionally breakdown. So down that i'm unable to bear. And before i realised it, tears flowed down.
But i know, every time when i go through a trail, my capacity grow so much more. Life is tough, but God is good.Watched it through the internet instead. Although it's not the same, the presence of God never fails to touch me.
Had been trying to find stuffs to do and places to go. So Ariel came to my hse to prepare th __________ for __________ at 9+pm. Had fun. I had to build up my countenance.
- To burn out the pain, find a place that is filled with joy.
Posted @ 4:13 PM by User
I hate you for being like this.
Posted @ 4:39 AM by User
4.55am,
Even though, to the very end, you still dont understand how i feel. These tears is too long and the hurt you gave is too painful to bear. So much for these. So much that i can't take it. You made me look like a fool. I miss you when i laugh and cry because you always make my laughter grow and my tears disappear. Time and time again, you picked me up and pushed me down. You were worth the fight but i couldn't fight forever. Because when it comes to you, it's hard for me to be tough.
Splitting Headache. Meeting Eloys at 5.30 am.
Posted Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 11:51 PM by User
Fav,
Didnt go to sch, again. Miss Ho called my parents. -.- Got back Maths, Hist, Geog and Art papers. It's with Xinwei, so i only got to know my geog papers marks from ariel, weiteng and melissa. Got A2 for it. Disappointing. Overjoyed whn i heard that i got A2 for my hist. It's not confirm though. I think im fail my maths. Tsk,
Went for npcc at 1+pm. Mr Goh praised me for despite that i nv go to sch, i went for CCA. This shows my passionate for npcc. Thn i was like, "errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr." -.- Went home with Timothy, Dion and Wendy. Back to my mum's shop.
Posted Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 11:25 PM by User
Wednesday, Didnt attend sch. Missed th trip to tp. Sianxz to th maximum. Aft i woke up, used com, thn prepared, and went to my mum's shop. Ate, thn headed to riverwalk for bs. I was totally down so enough for the day.
Today,
Best (!)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERLYN MY CHEERYYYYYYY PIE. :DDDDD Im sorry for forgetting ur bday, i didnt realised it's alr 22nd october, serious! Sorry ah, i know imma bad friend. D; You see? All those promises and sweet talks we got. Although sometimes im a little piss at you and will strt to complain to Ariel or Xinwei else abt ur bad, i want to let you know i still love youuuu. I know everyone have flaws. So yea, tuesday no sch. You say BAKE MUFFINS? :D
Got back my science, English, Chinese, d&t and literature results. It was so disappointing. Utterly. My Chinese grades dropped. It SUCKED much. English was just borderline. SUCK too. Science was 1.5 marks to A2. Wahpiang. D&t got full marks for theory and 14/20 for drawing. Like urgh, sian. Literature results was useless.
First few papers are already so disappointing, i cant imagine th rest of th papers. Maths and hist papers is th scariest of all. - FAIL for sure.
So yea, music. Watched army days. I wanna watch mr bean lor! But nobody wanna watch. Haiyo, but army days not bad either, i was laughing till my stomach aches. :D And Wangzhen, Eugene and yj was shocked whn they saw me. We know why. Ha.
Aft sch was waiting for Miss Kuan with Benson to get back our phones. Talking abt that pisses me off. We waited so long for her, she's not in. Benson went to look for her at e7 classrm, she's not there. Then she's back, Benson asked for his hp, she said wanna see his attitude in class tmr, or worst still, if she dont like, she's gonna give him back next week. Thn im back from hlping Benson to help him buy his sandwiches. She saw me and walked in th staffrm. Thn we called her e.line, she picked up once and heard benson's voice, thn she hanged up. Eww, her attitude suck big time. Thn we waited and waited, asked mr koh to call her out. He called, and asked us to go to th backdoor, cause she's waiting there. We walked one big round just to get to th backdoor, other tcher said she's not in. !@#$%^! We walked back to th main door, waited and waited, not there. We went to level 1, thn to level 2 and 3 and 4.
Back to my mum's shop with frustration. Was complaining to myself how bad she is. Desperate to vent my anger on someone close. Slept from 4.30 till 9.
Photos like this cheer me up. :D
Posted Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 11:49 PM by User
So yea, movie trip with ahma was cancelled due to his overdued homewk which he needs to pass up this evening. Sianxzxzzxzx. finger points at him. Woke at at 2+pm today when i slept at 2+ aft th phone call with potato. I slept for 12 hours like wo de mai ah. To his house, from 3.20pm say wanna go dragged to 4+pm, 5. Saw Clarence. Shocked. Ha. I guessed he's shocked when he saw my fringe. Uh. Thn ahma came down to bring me up, i know he's shocked too. Urgh, is th difference very big? ): Comp-ed there, but he keep on ka chiao-ing me. And then something bad happened to my hairband, as expected. HE BROKE IT WHILE TRYING TO PUT IT ON MY ARM OR STH. I was totally sian! can. *Frowns at him*
To my mum's shop, thn homed.
Bloghopped, and saw somethg. Her actions and words pissed me off to th maximum. I shall see how it goes before i blog about it. -.-
Love these. (:
Spot th differences.
Spot M! Muahah.
Nienie! :D
Marcus's leg.
Eloys. :D
Posted Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 11:38 PM by User
Hello. Im back. :D Went to sentosa with Gillian, Cherlyn, Ariel, Jiaying, Simin, Weiteng, Sijing, Marilyn, Melissa and Carnie. I hope i didnt missed anyone out. So yea, sorry peopleeeeee, cause im late. Uh oh. I thot they wouldnt be waiting for me, cause Cherlyn sms-ed me asking me to go tgt, cause she's late too. But who knows... Okie, so trained there. Cam-whored with Cherlyn. Hee, i like. :D Thn walked to somewhere and took a bus to sentosa. Th train to sentosa was not working or sth. Reached, to palawan beach. Played vb with Weiteng. :D Thn Cherlyn and Marilyn joined. Had fun. Thn to th beach, spa-ed with Wt. Saddddd, go sentosa cnt play water. WASTED. But Ariel's enjoying herself. All th best for her. Strolled with steadstead, realised it's our 1 yr 10mths? Awwwww love it. Cam-whored with her. You will see how sweet we are in th picture we took soon. :D
Played vb with th rest, thn psp-ed. Whoo I like. :D Skipped th dinner with th rest and trained home with Steadstead and Simin. Gillian and i was like mouthing th lyrics, in a sexy way. :O
Reached tamp inter, bused back to my mum's shop, thn off for dinner. :D Celebrated my eldest sister bday. :DDDDDDDDDD
Reached home, comp-ed. On th phone with Potato. Hahaha i like. Cause th conversation is so funny. Hee. Btw, i think i sleep talk. Cause potato was laughing all th way. WHAT DID I SAY? TELL MEEEEE. (:
Posted @ 5:14 AM by User
Decided to post about today despite the time now. It's 5.16 am.
Sunday, 18th october.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUNQUN & XIANBI! WOOOO COOL, THEIR BDAY FALLS ON TH SAME DATE. :D
Ariel came to my hse, thn she waited for me for like1 hr? Thn walked to 201. Took so long to decide if i shld rebond my hair anot. So yea, i rebonded my fringe while Ariel rebonded her whole hair. Yayyy i like. Cut bangs and Ariel was saying how innocent i look all th way. Like eherm, im always innocent okie. :p Bused to tamp, bought sth frm mini bits. I like. :D Shopped ard, thn Ariel's parent sent me home. :D
Outing with Eloys- Overdue pictures.
Posted Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 4:26 AM by User
4.26am.
Friday, Wokeup, prepared, and met up with Marcus at 201 mac. We or rather i, dragged th time from 2.30 to 3.40pm. Ha. Bused to tamp inter, thn trained to dhoby ghaut. Ate kfc, nice. I like. :D Pulled him along to eat also, despite all those 1 2 3 4 5 6 ulcers in his mouth. Oops. But i noe he enjoy eating it with his salty pepsi. :D Thn shopped ard, he pissed me off by making fun of meeeee. >: Ha, but i love th way he said sorry. ^^ Thn went to fetch Clarence. Went to th scrape book shop and finally finished choosing th paper i want aft 1hr ++ . :D Went to shopped ard, thn went to eat LJS. Now hearing marcus's hp ringtone makes me wanna shake my head. c:
Trained back to pasir ris, thn bought th movie tickets - the deadly tsunami. We took like so super long to decide which movie to watch. So yea, 1 more hr to movie time, went to th top level and hang ard. Sitting there was torturous, clarence and marcus know why. :s Drunken men and disgusting vomit freaks me out.
Movie time! Clarence said he's afraid of sitting beside me, fine. Went to sit to th other side, which is beside marcus, thn he said i wanted to sit with him so much. -.- Okie back. The show is SUPER hilarious at th start, i laughed till my stomach aches. Thn th ending is sad and funny. When it's so sad that makes you wanna cry alr, sth popped out and made you LOL. Thumbs up for th movie. :D
1.30am. No bus back! Walked home, totally sianxz. Reached, chatted and went to mac. Homed at 3+, 4am. My sister was sitting outside th hse cause she forgotten to bring her keys. Lol. Slept at 5+am.
Today, Service, thn fellowship at e!hub. All of us was so broke, ha. Had apple pie and a drink and that's enough for th day.
DAYTONA! OH GOSH, I LOVE IT TO TH MAXIMUM. :D Got 2nd for th 2nd round and 3rd on th 3rd round. I was going to win th race but Clarence came and banged me with his car! Tsk! Trained back to tamp, although there's direct bus from e!hub. Thn bused back. Sent Ahboy home, thn walked home. Chatted with little horse thn homed. :}
Heavy-hearted. Learning to build up my countenance and so much more. I dont want to remain this way, dont want th fire in me to burn out. I dont want to drag my feets to go to th place where im so familiar with, so love to go to, once. Thinking back, i realised how much fun i have missed. It was such a joke to let someone you thought they had little potential to tell you how to run your life well. But thing's not th same anymore. People are taking a step forward each time, while i'm still hesitating to move along with others.
Posted Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 11:28 PM by User
301 posts. Lit and Art exam. Lit went okie, except that there's not enough time. Art was disastrous. Doing got th result i want. Kay so aftdht, went to canteen and finish up weiteng and my d&t proj! (: So yea, we finally did some work, so th rest came to help. Ariel, Xinwei, Carnie, Cherlyn, Simin, Jiaying and Sijing. Plus Ashley and Kaiquan. Thankyouverymuch. LOVE. Ariel say be my fren very xin ku. -.- -.- -.- Hahaha, it's okie lah. Friends sacrifice for each other, isnt it. :D The rest went to find Carnie's cousin, left Wt, Xw, Ashley, Kq and i. Kq was sucha joker lah. Played lawyer game. Hahaha. So, our 15 minutes became 2 hours, or maybe more than that.
Exam's over, but th atmosphere is so weird, like there's still exam. Urgh. Headed to t1, thn tm open plaza's stage. Cam-whored until th security guard chased us down. But had fun. Chop chilli and give me tempo ready go. Hahaha. Walked around and went to toy'r'us. Yayyy, i like. Had so muchhhhhh fun there. Hee, Xiaoqiang body parts was injured, or maybe in pain, cause i asked her to wear th 'dora's' bag. Ohyea, she said Danil's handsome. Ha. That's what everybody says. :D
Homed at 6+. Was packing some stuffs and it looks so much better now. The year 09' pass too fast. Zoooom, and it's alr october. How time flies, people says.
Was looking thru all those photos. Realised some are not posted up yet. :D
i LOVEEEEEE this. :D Ck's face so cute. Ha. Urgh. Marcus want laugh thn laugh!
Posted Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 9:40 PM by User
Sunday, Went for morning service. Urgh, i like. :D Samuel reserved seats for me. :D Met up with Clarence and bused there tgt.
Bused back to tamp with him, thn had lunch.
Headed to tmart mac, studied till 6+pm.
Sth happened and im pissed like $%&*(!
Bused to downtown east to meet th rest for studygrp.
Bused back with Ck, Clarence and Marcus. :D
Monday, Had Science EOY.
Aftdht waited for Cherlyn's dad to come and fetch her for what it seems like 1 2 3 4 5 hrs!
Had LJS with Ariel, Carnie, Sijing, Xinwei and Jiaying. Funny like whatttttt.
Nicholas was just sitting behind us with his friends and we are seeing them everywhere we shopped. Ha.
Thn saw Carlyn! :D
Bused back with Xinwei to my hse.
Asked her to wake me up at 2, she wake me up at 4! I was so sleepy that i dont even noe whn she leave. Err.
Slept till 8+pm. Rushed my math till morning.
Tuesday, Had math paper. Thot it's gonna be a breeze to me since paper 1 is quite managable. But paper 2 is hard to th maximum.
Waited for cherlyn's father to come and fetch her, thn bused home with Xinwei, Carnie, Ashley and Johan.
Xinwei came to my hse, and i slept from 2pm till next day morning 5am. AMAZING. -.-
Today, My right eye is swollen and it hurts alot.
I cant concentrate on my hist paper. I wrote just one page of th paper for th essay ques while others wrote 2.
In a terrible mood.
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Went to meet Grandma, thn to his place.
Homed. Rushing art prep work soon.
- I'd rather run the other way than stay and see the smoke and who's still standing when it clears.
Posted Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 2:06 AM by User
So scienty! Light contains 7 colours, mainly ROY G BIV. The splitting of light is called dispersion. The bending of light is called refraction. Light travels 300000000m/s and move the fastest on th universe.
2.30am. It's weird to not mention "Today, went for service and i enjoyed it!". Like urgh. But anw, i got a long sleep to make up for th lack of sleep i had for th past few days. Wokeup, to my mum's shop, had lunch, back home. Supposed to meet 10 10 4 4 but chged plan.
On th 4th chap out of 13 chaps. Gone case. I know i couldnt make it for English and chinese and geog and math so im putting all my hopes on my science now. PLEASSSSSSSE. I need th strength and wisdom.
Eloys came to my hse, studied. Watched haunted mansion on channel 5. <3 Thn watched "wo cai..." on channel U. I laughed till my stomach aches. At least it cheered me up. :D Eloys leave at 1+am, (:
Don't pick me up and push me down again.
Posted Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 11:58 PM by User
Wednesday, got detention. -.- Was rushing geog notes, and my fingers hurts. Went to plaza sing with Gillian aftdht. Shopped ard, going up and down up and down. Marcus came. Had kfc for lunch. Yummyyyyy. :D Had soooo much fun.
Thn went to Clark Quay with Marcus and bs. Homed with Qifeng, Marcus, Meixian and Clarence. Cam-whored. :D
Thursday, I like music lessons! Had 2 free periods to do our revision. Headed to canteen aft sch, had lunch and out of sch with Xinwei and Cherlyn. Went to tmart mac, thn M came, followed by C. Studied. To playgrd with M aftdht. Homed.
Today, Had geog papers. Managed to finish th papers cause those 3 marks ques i only gave 1 sentence. I thk im gonna fail this paper. But plsssssss let me pass cause I really got study lor. :&! Went to look for Mr tan for some science ques and went off at ard 1+. Headed to century square for lunch with Melissa, Xinwei and Vivian. Eloys and th rest came, sent Xw to th traffic light and went to walk ard with Eloys, thn watched movie. I fell aslp at th ending part. :o
Walked to Jiawen's hse, thn to Eloys hse. Thn she came to my hse. (: Got to study science alr, [:
Posted Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 11:10 PM by User
Ytd, pe was fun. Just that my 2.4 run i ran halfway, thn went to th toilet. Like urgh, wasted.
Aftdht i was just checking my hp for msges and Mr ow appeared infront of me and took away my hp. Like hello? What a bad start for th day. Had science practical test - connecting electrical appliances. I almost CannotMI, relieved aft tcher said, ' well done '. But that's only for connecting th electrical appliances, i think i will totally flunk on th questions part.
Aft sch, went to take back my phone. "Late today huh?" "No uh, Mr Ow confiscated my phone. I think he is totally against me one lor." "He where got against you. He dote on you lah." " :s "
Went to eat chicken rice with Wangzhen and Xw, thn to library to 'study'. Went off at ard 4+. Supposed to meet Eloys at 5.30pm, but i fell asleep till 8+pm. I thot its alr morning and i was late for sch, so i panic, for nth. SORRY ELOYS! On th phone with Grandma and he made me laugh till my stomach aches. {:
Today, never go to school, like urgh. Xinwei and Jaryl came to my hse, played pokercards, and had Jaryl's mac for lunch. Oops. Had soo much fun. Played taidi, I HAD 4 DI, 3 ACE. WONNNNNN. :D Like woah, first time in th history. *.*
Aftdht went to my mum's shop, thn off at 6 to meet Marcus, Felicia and Charlene to study. Leave at 7. Went back to my mum's shop, thn home. On th phone with potato. (:
Hard to say, difficult to express.Sorryyyyyy, don't piss at me for not telling you.D: I wanted to. Trying hard not to think, dwell on the past and it will bury you.
Posted Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 11:51 PM by User
NewYear,
Was on msn with Yonglong and Samuel ytd whn i cant sleep.
Bused to tamp inter, train-ed to orchard, cabbed to GLCC for children's day celebration. Met Eloys at, had lunch there, thn went to have rojak again. I feel so scammed aft buying th rojak. -.-
Aftdht bused back to Newton, thn trained back to tamp. Went to popular and bought my th stationery i needed, thn Eloys came. She went off aftdht and i went to find my parents. Met up with her again aftdht. (: Homed at 10pm.
Was on msn with Eloys and on th phone with grandma now. (: School tmr and i totally got no mood for it. Like urgh.
- I tried to muster up my courage and do what i really want to do, but my pride pull me down. I find it difficult to tell you how i really feel.
Posted @ 5:38 AM by User
5.38am.
Sleeping now. Dead beat.
- Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own thing. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. Matt.6:34
Posted @ 2:16 AM by User
It save th day,
3.56am.
Still not slping yet. I think im suffering from insomnia. I want th motivation to study, but my laptop tempt me so much tht i wanna go crazy. Oh and im addicted to blogging and fb-ing. It's like a daily routine. Wake up, go out, come back, use com. 1 more day, i told myself, to study and makeup for all those days i've wasted. URGH.
Went for service today, everything seems weird. I got a bad feeling. Went for fellowship at whitesand, my spirit was down right at th bottom. I wasnt tired, just sick of it. Was feeling troubled and fustrated for everything. Sometimes th smile i put on my face may not be what i really feel. Dont ask me am i okie whn you dont really care. I hate th pretences people give.
Bused back with Qifeng, She bought fish soup and passed it to me. Like huhh. But THANKS anw, :D
Mooncake festival. It feel so different. I never even hold the lanterns and play with th candles and play with firesparkles. Like urgh, wasted.
Plan to celebrate mooncake festival tgt - Failed.
Posted Saturday, October 3, 2009 @ 3:39 AM by User
Thursday,
ENGLISH EOY. Woke up late for sch. @%&^*$%! Rushed and cabbed down, saw Samuel. Rushed up to th classroom and took my test, i was 15mins late for exam, 1hr 10mins late for sch. Managed to finished my papers in time, but im afraid i would just totally flunk th paper, cause i totally forgotten abt th format for th formal letter. Urgh. >': After paper 1 Gillian offered to give me morning call, ha!
After th papers, skipped detention. Bryce, Wangzhen, Ariel and Xinwei came to my hse. Had funnnnnnnn. (: Watched some kind of funny videos, and i ROFL for some of their stupidity. HA. :D Was lying on Ariel's tummy and th itchness caused her to laugh so hard till she shaked so vigorously. Aftdht sent Xinwei to th bus-stop. Asked Ariel to wait for me at mac, and whn i went to mac and look for them, they were gone. It was definitely less than 5 mins. My whole head was boiling hot. Bryce went home first its still understandable, but Wangzhen and Ariel? I'll let you have a taste of how is it like someday. What a friend. -.-
Friday,
Had chinese EOY. I think im gonna flunk paper 2 badly. Aft sch went to serve detention with Cherlyn. Aft she left, left me and another guy - Marco. Ha. Lol, okie, make friends. :D
Walked back to my mum's shop, helped her to tend her shop for awhile but fell aslp while reading my storybook. My afternoon nap - 4.30pm to 8pm. Nice, i like. <:
Went to meet grandma at 10+pm at playground aftdht. He change in th way he dress, nice. :D It's so much better. Lol. Chatted and cam-whored, homed. 4.59am. Haven slp yet, im addicted to my laptop. Was looking thru some of th photos we took last time, and some really made me laugh like siao. Lol. :D Off to read my storybook. (;
Posted Thursday, October 1, 2009 @ 1:51 AM by User
1.51am. Got back my geog papers on wednesday, results wasnt so satisfying. Got just average for it, its totally pissing me off.
Enjoyed myself during geog lesson though, with th entertainment from Jordon, Benson, Wangzhen and Weijian. Teletubbies~ I think its spelled this way. Guess my favourite character inside! <: Supposed to go lunch with th rest, but i guai, served my detention. Was getting a lil' fustrated so aft detention just headed str.home. Finished my chinese homewk (!)
Homed and on th phone with little horse. I couldnt lift up my spirit, like a mixture of feelings in my heart. Disappointment, Confusion, Sadness, Fustration. This wasnt what i want.
Went to prepare to go riverwalk for bs. Reached and went in, Alvin sat beside me. Nice. :D Went to have dinner aftdht. Royston is so cuteeeeee by acting as our 'die' and Meiyan as our 'niang'. :D I got so many siblings like han'er, hui'er, feng'er, xian'er, yuan'er. HA. :D I laughed till my stomach aches and almost vomit th stuffs i ate out. Trained, thn bused home with Qifeng, Meixian and Marcus. :D :D :D :D
"Received a phone call. The words are so strong that it pierced through my heart. Tears rolled down like razorblades, Its getting harder to look ahead with all those conflicting thoughts inside my head. Its too dark, and they last freaking long. We hook our pinkies and made a promise, but all those are just shit. Words without actions is dead. Im sick of having th fear that i would lose you someday. I don't care about what others think, when its not even true. Drift apart and go, if that's what you want. I just miss th way you said you miss me."