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Posted Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 11:29 PM by User

11.29pm

Suddenly i lost interest of blogging for th past few days.
Now it's back, ha.

Monday,
Went for pm at riverwalk with Evon, Serene and Grace. Awesome time there. Persuaded my mum to let me go for overnight one. So yea, laying of hands, holy laughter, singing, preaching and stuffs. How cool. :D

Aft that went to mac. Had some kind of stuffs cropped up in th middle. It gaves me a fright, like seriously. Stayed there from 3+am till 6+am, played taiti and cheat, thn trained back. Bused home with Meixian. Reached home at ard 7 and wanted to stay awake so i wont oversleep for remedial just a few hrs ltr. Fell aslp at 7.30 still. Till 5+pm. Great.

It's supposed to be an awesome night. But it's totally ruined, i guess.

Tuesday,
Eloys came over to my hse, supposed to go hm at 12am, but dragged to 2, thn to 4, thn to 8. :D Watched BOF and 200 pounds beauty. I finally finished BOF! Aft wht it seems like 1 2 3 4 5 mths!

Wednesday,
Didnt sleep at all for a night and im still not tired. Went over to her hse at 7+am, borrowed socks, and aft prata and bundung for breakfast, she sent me to sch. Met up with Ariel outside sch, and saw Mr Chee with his dyed hair. Ha. Had a great 2 hr lesson in class. I like, and in fact, loved it cause i miss sch, somehow.

Out for lunch at CS with Cherlyn and Ariel. They kept trying to tempt me cause im not eating. But hello, WHO AM I. Im not so easily to be tempt one okie. :D
Back to canteen with them, thn Xw came aftdht. Had our 'serious' talks and i love it cause it's been so long since we had a talk, together atleast.

-Getting back results- Excited.
-Got back results- Disappointed.

What the. I really did put in some effort on my studies and this is wht i got.
It's really hard to see those people who lvl position ranked so much lower than mine and yet, got into a better class thn me. Since maths and science are th criteria for a better class, why the freaking hell give us other subj.like geog and lit and hist and d&t and stuffs. What a waste of time. Shld i say i regretted studying hard for subj like these?

For th first time, im crying my lungs out over my results.
For th first time, i burst out into tears in front of my good friend.
For th first time, i cant stop crying.
I felt so stupid even just thinking about it. I thot this would nv happen cause wht, imma tough girl. :D

As you go through life you'll see there is so much more that we dont understand and the only thing we know is things dont always go the way we planned.