Still not slping yet. I think im suffering from insomnia. I want th motivation to study, but my laptop tempt me so much tht i wanna go crazy. Oh and im addicted to blogging and fb-ing. It's like a daily routine. Wake up, go out, come back, use com. 1 more day, i told myself, to study and makeup for all those days i've wasted. URGH.
Went for service today, everything seems weird. I got a bad feeling. Went for fellowship at whitesand, my spirit was down right at th bottom. I wasnt tired, just sick of it. Was feeling troubled and fustrated for everything. Sometimes th smile i put on my face may not be what i really feel. Dont ask me am i okie whn you dont really care. I hate th pretences people give.
Bused back with Qifeng, She bought fish soup and passed it to me. Like huhh. But THANKS anw, :D
Mooncake festival. It feel so different. I never even hold the lanterns and play with th candles and play with firesparkles. Like urgh, wasted.
