Posted Tuesday, February 3, 2009 @ 11:35 PM by User
Hist tmr. Stress. Dutch or wadsoever i dun even understand. Hope what i study today will comes out tmr. *Prays hard.
On th phone wif Meiyan. Whee, Im overjoyed to bits now. Talk to her just makes me happy. I told her all my thots and thots and thots again! She shares my burden! (: She trusted me, she trust me dht whn i said no means no. She doesnt doubt me lik wad others did. She doesnt question me lik wad others did. She doesnt make me feel unhappy lik wad other always did. She doesnt make me feel lik im not loved. She doesnt make me feel lik im nt good enough.
this difficult period, dht is nt yet over yet. But im not gonna give up. I hate ppl who doesnt trust me. Trusting is part of th pleasure, trust without absolute evidence and then being rewarded for that trust.
Tiptoed whn Eugene walked past. He must be thking why I sudd become so tall. Then he looked down. HE ASKED ME NOT TO ACT RDY. SHORT MEANS SHORT. Lik wth, his mouth rly smells nice - cause he's mean. (mint)